So Hurt Inside

I have sought professional counseling, spent weeks with a trusted spiritual mentor, read books, begged God, and even been anointed with oil and prayed over and still my past memories of hurts haunt me. If they do not rise up within me during the day, they are resurrected in my dreams. My mind is constantly cooking up new and worse evils lurking in the next phone call or meeting with the people that have offended me so deeply. Don't get me wrong, much progress has been made... but I still have so much fear, so much hurt, so many issues!
I start this blog as a way to get all these buried feelings out of me. Perhaps if they can escape my mind through the keys on my laptop, they will never return to wreak havoc on my peace of mind!
This is not meant to hurt those that hurt me... this is only for my healing.